But Then . . .

He wondered if he might faint. How embarrassing. He wasn’t that type of person. He had always considered himself strong and unruffled by commotion or threats. But now? Sweat dripped down the side of his face, his breathing accelerated and grew heavy, and his heartbeat had kicked into high gear.

Times being what they were, who could blame him? He’d lived his whole life in one place. While it was an area accustomed to polytheism and where killing babies wasn’t unheard of, at least it was familiar. But then a guy most knew or knew of had gathered them and suggested something they’d forgotten about: freedom. Threats and weirdness commenced, and suffering increased until it didn’t even seem unusual for young men to  die in the middle of the night.

And now an attack of greater proportions than any of them had dared to think about was upon them. Why oh why had they thought things could be different?! Why had they stepped out of the normal, the usual, and the expected only to die years before they’d anticipated? They’d already been through enough, but it was about to get much worse! What had they been thinking?

He looked behind him and saw the looming cloud of the enemy thundering toward them. He felt weak. Regretful. Beaten. But then . . .

Then another kind of sound caught his attention. Louder and louder it grew has he turned from looking behind him and with amazement watched the sight in front of him! With a shout, their leader called them forth. His breath steadied as his heartbeat strengthened. And the sea parted as they walked through on dry ground.

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The Staff of Life

Is there anything better than homemade bread fresh from the oven spread with real butter melting on contact? Here’s a hint. No.

I volunteered to bring the bread to our extended family’s Resurrection Day feast following church services a few days from now. I decided to practice this time. One time I depended on the recipe of an old friend that left out the amount of flour. How off could I guess? Enough is as good a word as any. Those were some heavy rolls. Good times.

I pulled a cookbook from my shelves in which the authors breathlessly extol the virtues of artisan bread. They had me at “bread is better than cake”. I began by making the master recipe which is then used to make artisan bread in 5 minutes a day. It’s not really 5 minutes. You grab as much dough as you want to use from the master recipe, shape it, and let it rise before you bake it at 450. It was delicious!

The next day, since I didn’t see a recipe in the book for plain ol’ rolls, I guessed (old habits die hard). The rolls were also very good. I might just have a winner!

This is a time of year when the importance of bread is front and center. We recall it during Communion, what is often called The Last Supper, which was actually a Passover meal. Jesus had celebrated that meal all of his life, and it was during that meal that Jesus took the unleavened bread, thanked God for it, broke it, and shared it. He said, “This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.” It was a pretty extreme statement, I’ll grant you; but Jesus was making a connection for them. And us. The bread eaten was originally to help recall the Israelites’ hurried escape from captivity. I can think of a few things I’d like to escape from just now. I bet you can, too. But that last meal showed that what was going to happen was bigger even than that. Much bigger. Much, much, much.

Another time Jesus said, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.” Imagine never being hungry or thirsty. Never! He is spirit food. No, I’m not speaking of cannibalism. Satanists do that – probably some folks you’d recognize on TV, for instance. No, I’m speaking of Jesus voluntarily laying down His life as a sacrifice in order to redeem us from hell and the sin that leads us there. Do we understand how precious that was? Really?

Bread. It’s life-giving in oh so many ways; not just physically. And it’s available world-wide! But it’s important to use the master recipe in order to get the result you’re hoping for. You cover it and put it in a dark place where it rises, and the result is amazing.

Here’s a hint. It’s not really about bread. It’s about Jesus.

Healthy Bread in Five Minutes a Day by Jeff Hertzberg, MD, and Zoe Francois, Thomas Dunne Books of St. Martin’s Press, c 2009; Scripture: Luke 22:19; John 6:35

Spring Sleet (conclusion)

I got back to the library with a only a few hours left of my shift. Polly was distraught and actually hugged me when I walked through the door.

“I thought I’d never see you again! Are you okay? Tell me everything!”

I did, and by the time I finished, the work day was, too. Polly had gradually calmed down and hesitantly agreed her imagination might have run a bit too far. I scolded her. That was what she got for haunting the stacks that held mystery fiction. Perhaps she should stick to non-fiction like the rest of us with both feet planted solidly on the ground.

Polly had evening plans, so I told her I’d lock up. I went to the desk for the key and noticed some returned books stacked to the side. I might as well get a head start on tomorrow’s work and put them away.

I replaced a Jan Karon book and a worn Daniel Defoe. I glanced down at the last two books in my hand . . . How to Build a Compost and Autolysis. My heart skipped a beat. Nobody reads that fast. When had Stuart Demone even returned them? I hurried to the back stacks to put them away. Locking up quickly suddenly seemed like a good idea.

As I scanned the shelves, I felt slightly faint. What was this? A Complete History of the Alaskan Pyramids and Heaven’s Water by none other than Stuart Demone. I pulled them both from the shelf, backed into a chair where I sat and began to read. A Complete History of the Alaskan Pyramids discussed some of what Mr. Demone had described at Ground Zero. It was intriguing to say the least. Even Polly would have a hard time believing what I read. Time passed too quickly, so I decided to take both books home with me. I didn’t check them out.

Once I’d had a light supper, I settled into my most comfortable chair and picked up Heaven’s Water. It was amazing! The book spoke of bright water whose color was a sort of azure and turquoise with glints of pink and green. The author said it was impossible to describe in this world. I rubbed both hands over my scrunched face. What? He went on to say that it bubbled and rippled; that one could sink underneath the surface and still breathe; and that its delightful sensations tingled and refreshed, healed and energized.

I read until the moon was high in the sky and continued until the sun peeked over the horizon. It felt like an hour.

I couldn’t get enough. Too soon I reached the last page. Inscribed in the author’s own hand was a note. To me! I shakily pulled it out and read:

Life is not as average as it appears. Around every corner is something unseen, in every person is a hidden treasure yet to be revealed, and time holds more promise than anyone understands. Yet there is given to those of us who have stepped from this world to the next an opportunity to share what we are learning here: history hidden from most, science yet undiscovered, and beauty indescribable and unattainable to the most gifted artist. So when you see something out of order – for instance, winter’s sleet in the spring – it is then that a few of us are instructed to step back over the portal and share some of the work we enjoy in heaven’s realms with those still bound to the misunderstandings of earth. You are not unglamorous! You are treasured.

-S.D.

P.S. Great boots!

I called in sick to work. I needed time to think. I wandered to the window  – maybe I would take a walk. The spring day was as beautiful as I’d ever seen. I pulled on my new boots and stepped out the door.

. . . and then it began to sleet.

Water idea from Intra Muros, c. 1898, by Rebecca Ruter Springer, David C. Cook Publishing Co.

Spring Sleet (cont. 2)

A puzzled frown flitted across Stuart Demone’s face. “What?”

“What?” I congratulated myself on the dodgy comeback and busied myself with putting my boot back on. When I looked back again, he’d gone to place his order. It seemed perfect timing to make my exit. But one look outside at sleet still falling changed my plan. It was an uncomfortable situation, but I chose boots over comfort. I was determined to save them. Plus, it had grown plenty chill and I was without a warm coat, considering it had been a lovely day when I left for work. Perhaps I could find a table out of his sight until the weather cleared.

I ordered a turtle latte and a cinnamon scone. I might as well have something enjoyable to come to my aide during this awkward situation. Consoling myself with the thought that maybe I wouldn’t have to stay out of his sight if Stuart Demone left once he had his coffee, I perused the menu on the back wall. The server was quick, and presented me with my order in a few minutes.

To my dismay, Ground Zero had grown quite popular just now and, as my eyes roamed for a place to sit, they landed on the one empty chair in the entire room. Stuart Demone motioned for me to sit across from him. I stifled a sigh and tried for a friendly smile instead. As I made my way over, I wondered who he had killed, where he had hidden the body, and how long it would take for autolysis. (It appeared Polly was more of an influence on me than I’d realized. After all, maybe he had a dead pet fish he was wondering about rather than flushing it down the toilet.)

To my chagrin, Mr. Demone wasted no time.

“Funny,” he said, “I thought you said autolysis when you saw me.”

“I . . .” I searched my brain for something that rhymed with it so I could claim he’d misunderstood me and could only come up with ‘paralysis’. No help.

“Actually, I am doing a little research in the area.”

I nearly choked on my scone.

“It’s quite interesting, really.”

He suddenly sounded like a professor.

“Is it?”

“Why yes!”

His speech quickened, but I have to admit, I didn’t miss a thing.

By the time he had taken me on a journey of the Egyptian pyramids clear over to the ones in Alaska (Alaska??), described estivation (it’s hibernation for worms – I know, right? Clearly he didn’t need a book about worms and my original excuse for following him would’ve fallen flat.) and delved into some history I’d never read, much less heard of or thought of, I was done with my latte and on my second scone.

Stuart Demone suddenly looked at his watch.

“Why look at the time! I must pick up my car. It needed new tires.”

Looking across the table at Mr. Demone, I thought to myself I’d never met a more curious person in my life.

to be continued . . .

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Spring Sleet (cont. 1)

As she pushed me out the door, the fleeting question of why Polly was so insistent rang in my thoughts. Granted, her life was nearly as routine as mine. At least I thought it was. We’d both lived in this town long enough to know everyone’s histories as well as each other’s; okay – admittedly assumed histories. As with people the world over, we knew what we were told.

Stuart Demone was easily a block ahead of me. I was slightly curious about him, but nowhere nearly as curious as Polly was. What would following him get either of us? He arrived at an average house on an average block midway through town. Well that was just perfect. Nothing here promised to jolt me out of my boring librarian existence, but I kept walking as he opened his front door. If I continued on to the block behind it, I would be able to see if he had room for a compost bin. I craned my neck to see in between houses. It appeared his backyard was every bit as average as his house. Yes, there was room for a bin, but that was no surprise. What was a surprise is that there was already one there. It was by the side of his garage.

I gathered my nerve, approached the back of his garage, and peeked through the windows that lined the top of the wide door. A lawn mower, shovels and rakes, a hose, some buckets, and boards enough that they rose probably four feet when stacked along one side of the building. But what was missing from the garage was a car.

Now I suppose it’s not out of the question for someone to be without a vehicle, but in this part of the country most people have one. Otherwise, where would you find a battery to jump on cold days or take to the repair shop on others? However, a grown man living alone without a vehicle was curious, at least to me. It lent itself to all sorts of questions.

There wasn’t much else to see. I’d followed Stuart Demone and discovered he had boards in his garage and no car. I would report back to Polly and wash my hands of her jitters. If she wanted more information, she could scout it out herself.

As I started back to the library, the air grew chill, then it began to rain, then sleet. My boots! I began to run. It was more of a jog, but it is what it is.

Rather distressed about the weather and its effect on my new boot(ie)s, I dodged into the first building I reached. It was a coffee shop called Ground Zero, and it was there that (as you recall) I pulled off a boot to shake the sleet from it.

It was also there that, just as I was doing so, someone nudged open the door nearly knocking me over. I guess I’d not moved over enough to be avoided; plus hopping on one foot tends to diminish one’s balance, so there’s that. I looked up from the sleet on the floor and into the eyes of Stuart Demone.

One thing sprang to mind and slipped out of my mouth.

“Autolysis,” I whispered, dropping my boot in the process.

to be continued . . .

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Spring Sleet

I hopped around on one foot, trying to dislodge the sleet from my boot. How had it gotten there in the first place? Let me go back a few hours.

It was actually a beautiful spring day when I stepped out my front door. I was wearing a new pair of fashion boots that went beautifully with a skirt I had picked up for a song at the same store. I use the term fashion boots loosely here. I guess they were more like booties than boots. Not that I didn’t like the knee high things that made you look a step away from a magazine spread, and not that I didn’t have a pair. I did. They were in the back of my closet. After wearing them once, and then again to prove to myself my ankles could take the punishment, I silently admitted I would never be a step away from a magazine spread. I would be a block away at least, and that was if I was a distant relative of someone who worked there – which I wasn’t. My relatives worked at unglamorous places like recycling centers and school buildings and discount stores. I, myself, was on my way to my job at the local library. And I was pretty thrilled due to my new skirt and the boot(ie)s that matched. Camel brown. I never said I was a flashy dresser.

I’d arrived to the accolades of my fellow librarian – she knew how to flatter, believe me, having access to Roget’s College Thesaurus on a regular basis – and settled into another uneventful day behind the desk by the door. Polly (the aforementioned co-worker) had the jitters today. Since it was a quiet day (librarian humor), I sauntered over to the stacks where she was replacing returned books to their proper alphabetical home in between tapping her fingers on the cart, and asked her how it was going. There was no doubt she’d tell me what made her jumpy the minute I took a step into the aisle. She did not disappoint.

“See that guy over there?”

She nodded in the direction of a table near the back.

I raised my eyebrows. No one ever sat in the back. The folks who came to our library were starved for anything that looked remotely like friendship, which included people who walked past their table nodding hello.

“Why do you think he’s back there?”

“Who is he?” I answered helpfully.

Polly shrugged and returned to tapping her fingers on the library cart.

The man began gathering his things at the table, so I scooted back to the front desk in case he planned to check something out.

“Hi,” I smiled as friendly as I could when he approached the desk.

He nodded, and put a couple of books in front of me.

“Would you like to get a library card?”

To my surprise he shoved one in front of me. He’d clearly been here before, though neither Polly nor I had any idea who he was.

I tried to look disinterested as I checked out his books. He grabbed them and hurried out.

Polly rushed over.

“Well?”

“Stuart Demone.”

“Never heard of him.”

“Me neither. He checked out How to Build a Compost and Autolysis.”

Polly’s sharp intake of breath told me she knew what it meant and it wasn’t good.

“Body decomposition! Body decomposition!” she whisper-shouted. “Go! Go!”

“What?”

“Follow him to see where he goes!”

“And what if he sees me?”

“Tell him . . . tell him you want to know if he needs a book about worms,” she said pushing me out the door.

I should’ve known that wouldn’t be a good excuse.

to be continued . . .

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Seeing Things

Not long ago it was popular to say “I see you” to someone who believed they were marginalized.

But we are seeing people and things now – just not in the way we were told to. We are actually living out the time described in the Bible that says, There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, and nothing hidden that will not be made known. Take heart! The peace and beauty of a clean house is worth the mess.

It’s been about seven years since I stumbled upon Liz Crokin who was writing about what is sometimes derisively called Pizzagate. She’s a good reporter who has put her life on the line (and she’s not the only one). I was sickened, but I believed her.

Not everyone believes her, though. Still, those who see truth must stand firm. There are many things in our innocent, comfortable existence that we naturally deny. We know evil exists, of course, but we believe God is taking care of things and we disbelieve Satan has much power. The thought of demons and other kinds of evil rulers scares us. We don’t want to think they influence things of which we are acquainted and some of which we are not. And we’re not supposed to look too closely into evil, are we? No, not in a way that we are seduced; but think, for a minute, of the temptation of Christ. Did He dismiss Satan’s claims of power in this world? Think of the Biblical phrases we skim over because we don’t understand them: things like powers of darkness, Nephilim, as in the days of Noah, under the earth, law, spiritual laws . . . too many phrases that we make our own assumptions about and to which we give little thought. It’s past time we start thinking. Praying. Searching. It is, after all, the glory of God to conceal a matter and the glory of kings to search it out.

I hope, dear reader, that you are willing to acknowledge dirt and grime so that things can be put in order, and that you are waking up from the hypnotic sleep many of us have been under. Let’s be kind enough to understand that some hit the snooze alarm more than others. And even though it is disheartening, I hope you keep your eyes open. We are living in the amazing time when God pulls back the curtain hiding the expansive reach of Satan and his servants! We have work to do – work that God expects of us. If you don’t know what to do, do what’s in front of you! We must move from weak to warrior! Now. We are seeing many things, including crimes unimagined and also true victims of those crimes. Mark Attwood describes some of those perpetrators in a poem. I’ll leave you with his words.

We See You. 

The Scales have fallen from our eyes.

The veil has drifted down from the sky;

Meandering firmly finally revealing;

Your depth of depravity – that’s fear you’re now feeling.

We See You.  

Your demonic bloodlust laid bare to see;

The statue of filth on the BBC;

The Prince and the Madam, the Crisper spy;

The Islands of horrors in the ocean lie.

We See You.

A billion souls stolen over the years;

You hid them deep down to drown their tears.

Perfect and Innocent: God’s own creations;

Mutilated by your sick machinations.

We See You.

Vlad the Impaler and his vile descendants;

Fleeing the palace from the 5D ascendants.

The virus distracted but gave us the time;

To peel back the layers of your heinous crimes.

We See You. 

Run! Run as fast as you can;

Back for more orders from the Phoenician Clan;

Out of White Rabbit, the Looking Glass;

Cracked tipping point reached – odds against you now stacked.

We See You.  

Pizza and hot dogs, pasta and sauce;

Your sickness decoded your lack of remorse;

Our slumber is over; our eyes not wide shut;

For the children of Haiti – a knife to your gut.

We See You. 

Ascension is powered by the light of the flare;

Scramble like rats to the ruins of your lairs;

It’s over! It’s over! Save our children we cry!

Revealed and reviled: it’s your soul’s time to die.

We See You. 

References: Luke 12:2; Proverbs 25:2; We See You by Mark Attwood; https://youtu.be/IKMmy8oXBmE; Image: pexels-harrison-macourt-6599771.jpg

Tumbleweed

He squinted into the blackness; white, directionless flakes blinding any hope of seeing shadowy forms. There was nothing to be done. He’d been warned. Forecasters had talked about it for weeks and the past week it was all he heard about. Well, not all. Actually, he’d been distracted by a flurry of phone calls: his. He had been calling around seeking information about Tumbleweed. Not a plant. His dog. He felt bad for the name. He’d have chosen something like Bear or Duke  or Hank. But it was his wife’s choice. She’d gotten the little yellow lab just a month before they married. She said having a dog in the country was good sense. She moved into his bachelor house on their wedding night and put her cozy chic stamp on it within the first month. Seven months later, on a clear summer night, she’d run to town for some ingredient her peach pie needed, and on her return had been killed in a head-on collision.

He’d been sitting outside, Tumbleweed rummaging around the yard, when the police pulled up. The dog seemed to know immediately and let out a long, mournful howl. When an officer handed him a plastic bag with newly purchased cinnamon and a small bag of flour, the world went black for a few moments. The days following were filled with too much of the business of death, but after – After. It had taken his breath away.

He was glad he lived in the country where he didn’t need to make conversation with sympathetic people. Tumbleweed provided as much conversation as he needed and, he thought, he gave to the dog as well as he got. They were a good pair. He’d started calling him Weed, and the dog seemed amenable to the change.

It was close to Valentine’s Day, and he took Weed into town with him to get a box of chocolates. It seemed fitting maybe. Boy, he missed her. And he’d stopped to chat with a few folks several different times before he made the purchase. But when he got back to the car, Weed was nowhere in sight. He’d looked and called. The townsfolk had spread the word. But night had fallen and the dog was still gone. He’d driven home alone with a lump in his throat.

It had been two days and, despite his sorrow, or perhaps because of it, he unwrapped the box he’d purchased. He might not be adept at pink heart types of things, but chocolate? Chocolate would be his defiance of loss. He realized as he sat at the window that they’d not even celebrated their first wedding anniversary. Not only was his dog gone, but this Valentine’s Day – his wedding day one year ago – he was all alone.

He took a small bite of chocolate and forced it down, then opened his front door and whistled and called. The wind blew and snow began edging it’s way over the threshold. Though he closed the door, he strained to see in the black winter storm because he’d learned that there is no such thing as lost hope. People may say there is no way out of a hopeless situation; that hope, once lost, cannot be recovered. But no. Hope is never lost, even in the most desperate times or trying day. He knew that from the experience of a lifetime and from a difficult year. Hope is always present: Perhaps misplaced or difficult to see, but it is never gone. It just takes on an appearance different than known or expected. But it is there just the same. He would not yield that point.

He brushed a slight bit of moisture from his eye, then blinked. Something seemed to tumble with the wind. And it grew larger as it came closer. He slammed open the door.

“Weed! Weed! Tumbleweed!!”

And the dog bounded panting out of the night, nearly knocking him down. They hugged and played and wrestled until he was as soaked with snow as Weed was and the floor was a soggy mess: A glorious, grateful, wonderful mess!

The blizzard wind howled louder, and the two took a last look outside before he firmly shut the door. Then they both settled down enough to have a bit of supper and settle into the comfort of the cozy chic she’d left behind, secure in the light and warmth of home.

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Up, Up And Away

Up, up and away
My beautiful
My beautiful balloon

 
So went the chorus of a 1960’s song, one of the songs that wasn’t quite as obnoxious as something some unfortunates witnessed last week at the Grammys.
 
Who could have imagined back then that balloons would be in THE NEWS? Surely not the 5th Dimension, who sang that catchy song. Maybe not even Rod Serling.
 
I know I’m not alone (not in the space aliens sense, but in the we are the world sense) when I feel a bit like we’re living in The Twilight Zone. I don’t know how recently the acronym UFO (Unidentified flying object) was changed to UAP (Unidentified Anomalous Phenomena), but it seems to me the different term allows for expansion of the definition. And while airspace was closed over Montana, parts of Lake Michigan and Lake Huron; and while there have been some “incidents” off the coast of South Carolina, Lake Huron, and Alaska not to mention other parts of the world; the chatter makes a great distraction. Compare it to losing track of your keys when the dog bolts out the door into traffic. It’s natural to . . . become flustered.
 
Only now (instead of keys) people lose track of things like the US blowing up the Nordstream Pipeline, big tech companies colluding with the FBI to influence elections and to censor our First Amendment right to free speech, the H. Biden laptop from hell; the Epstein client list of possible pedophiles and worse, Pfizer, Died Suddenly, and a recent train derailment in Palestine, Ohio leading to the spill of vinyl chloride, ethylene glycol monobutyl ether, ethylhexyl acrylate, and isobutylene resulting in widespread contamination including farmland (figure it out). Am I missing anything? Oh yes. People’s attention is being drawn away from illegal aliens (who come over our southern border, not in spaceships), confusion over which ones are the good guys and which ones are the bad guys during this time of wars and rumors of wars, who’s using balloons, and who’s sending up drones. And let’s not even start talking about EMPS and their cousins. I’ll bet you can think of others not listed here.
 
I don’t mean to dismiss UFO/UAP concerns. Some of the folks I follow warned even five or six years ago about plans of the powers that ought not be to disseminate this kind of stuff. Project Blue Beam didn’t just appear out of nowhere, you know. (Thank you to the one reader who got that joke.) And there are more people than you might think who believe we are not alone (not in the we are the world sense, but in the space aliens sense). The times being what they are, we might just find out what they were hiding at area 51 in Roswell after all. Or maybe we’ll be told another lie. It’s quite fashionable to do so just now. Or maybe we’ll find ourselves deeper than ever in learning about the  ’emergent physics’ and ‘spatio temporal displacement effects’ that the Navy is reported to have emailed each other about.
 
Maybe Rod Serling was on to more than we knew. There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow, between science and superstition.
 
In the meantime, go ahead. Hum along.
 
The world’s a nicer place in my beautiful balloon
It wears a nicer face in my beautiful balloon
We can sing a song and sail along the silver sky
For we can fly (we can fly)
Up, up and away
My beautiful
My beautiful balloon
 
And while you’re at it, remember there is good *reason to contemplate things not of this world.
 
Image: farshad-rezvanian-Eelegt4hFNc-unsplash-scaled.jpg; Lyrics: Up, Up and Away, 1967, composer Jimmy Webb, sung by The 5th Dimension; https://youtu.be/w-EmN3oe4NU; Juan Ramos in https://sciencetrends.com/5th-dimension/ ; The Twilight Zone, a television series by Rod Serling on CBS, 1959-1964; Fifth dimension quote attributed to Rod Serling; https://rumble.com/v292rnc-breaking-pentagon-shoots-down-high-altitude-object-over-alaska.html; https://welovetrump.com/2023/02/12/ufo-is-trending-and-dominating-the-news-right-now-heres-what-comes-next/; https://youtu.be/vHrLxRZo8Ho; https://rumble.com/v2914ow-02-09-23-hhr-with-l.a-marzulli-pt.2.html; navair.navy.mil/foia/sites/g/f…; * I John 4

. . . Or Was It Two?


He walked through the tall grasses as the soggy ground beneath hugged the edges of 
his boots. It was a glorious day, the temperature nearly touching 50 and the sky a brilliant splash of deep blue verging on periwinkle, his favorite color.

It had been a year – or was it two? Maybe more. Yes, maybe more. Time was like that, clear at some points, offering Monet-like images in others. What he did know was that it didn’t seem like a year or two or more ago. It seemed like yesterday. And it seemed like a lifetime ago.

Whenever it was, he’d been walking along the railroad tracks sorting through his financial troubles and wishing them away. His thoughts had turned to the tons of money (lucky sport) that had been made with something beginning with the likes of the Tom Thumb. Most folks thought of the name as belonging in English folklore stories of the 1600’s rather than a steam locomotive. Then his mind had wandered to the buildings and towns that had sprung up along the railroad and drifted into curiosity about how the people of those towns had lived and loved and died. He hadn’t reached much past the beginning of those thoughts, however, when something along the edge of the tracks caught his eye – a flash of brightness made him stoop to look closer.

The gold coin that had glinted in the sun covered another one or two. Maybe more. He looked around and, seeing no one, dug down, pocketed them and hurried home.

The time that passed offered both good and bad, excitement and boredom, fun and trouble. He learned that, while it made life easier, money did not make it better. What made it better was purpose. He found one, maybe two, and found many ways to accomplish them, some with money and some without.

And then one day he was tired. No, not tired of his purpose, but tired of the wealth and of the things that went with it; tired of false friends, tired of those living in pretense of either importance or victimhood, and (curiously enough) tired of always getting what he wanted. His mind wandered back to the Tom Thumb and the buildings and towns that had sprung up because of it. He thought again of the lives affected by it – lived in glory or ruin or everything in between. And he wondered if in some grand tangle of meaning the Tom Thumb that had brought newness and greatness was somehow inextricably linked to the miniature folklore character who found trouble.

In such ponderings he found himself as he walked through tall grasses on a beautiful day. Ah. Here it was. The spot. He looked around and, seeing no one, dug down and placed one or two – or maybe more – gold coins just visible in the ground. Maybe some lucky or unlucky soul would come upon it as he had done. He wished whoever it was well, but did not wish it again for himself. After all, troubles of the rich aren’t necessarily dwarfed by troubles of the poor.

He began his return walk without a backward glance and no regret.

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