. . . Or Was It Two?


He walked through the tall grasses as the soggy ground beneath hugged the edges of 
his boots. It was a glorious day, the temperature nearly touching 50 and the sky a brilliant splash of deep blue verging on periwinkle, his favorite color.

It had been a year – or was it two? Maybe more. Yes, maybe more. Time was like that, clear at some points, offering Monet-like images in others. What he did know was that it didn’t seem like a year or two or more ago. It seemed like yesterday. And it seemed like a lifetime ago.

Whenever it was, he’d been walking along the railroad tracks sorting through his financial troubles and wishing them away. His thoughts had turned to the tons of money (lucky sport) that had been made with something beginning with the likes of the Tom Thumb. Most folks thought of the name as belonging in English folklore stories of the 1600’s rather than a steam locomotive. Then his mind had wandered to the buildings and towns that had sprung up along the railroad and drifted into curiosity about how the people of those towns had lived and loved and died. He hadn’t reached much past the beginning of those thoughts, however, when something along the edge of the tracks caught his eye – a flash of brightness made him stoop to look closer.

The gold coin that had glinted in the sun covered another one or two. Maybe more. He looked around and, seeing no one, dug down, pocketed them and hurried home.

The time that passed offered both good and bad, excitement and boredom, fun and trouble. He learned that, while it made life easier, money did not make it better. What made it better was purpose. He found one, maybe two, and found many ways to accomplish them, some with money and some without.

And then one day he was tired. No, not tired of his purpose, but tired of the wealth and of the things that went with it; tired of false friends, tired of those living in pretense of either importance or victimhood, and (curiously enough) tired of always getting what he wanted. His mind wandered back to the Tom Thumb and the buildings and towns that had sprung up because of it. He thought again of the lives affected by it – lived in glory or ruin or everything in between. And he wondered if in some grand tangle of meaning the Tom Thumb that had brought newness and greatness was somehow inextricably linked to the miniature folklore character who found trouble.

In such ponderings he found himself as he walked through tall grasses on a beautiful day. Ah. Here it was. The spot. He looked around and, seeing no one, dug down and placed one or two – or maybe more – gold coins just visible in the ground. Maybe some lucky or unlucky soul would come upon it as he had done. He wished whoever it was well, but did not wish it again for himself. After all, troubles of the rich aren’t necessarily dwarfed by troubles of the poor.

He began his return walk without a backward glance and no regret.

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God Hates A Coward

God hates a coward. That was a tweaking comment made to someone in These Happy Golden Years, a book in the Little House series by Laura Ingalls Wilder. Did God actually say such a thing? Sorry to break any preconceptions of Jesus coming on a white horse with a white flag to match. No, He’ll have a sword. We find something like that in Revelation 21:7-8.

He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God and he shall be My son.

But the cowardly, unbelieving, vile, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolators, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone which is the second death.

It seems to me there’s a gradation on the road from cowardice to courage. Oh sure. Sometimes a burst of courage busts out of someone (maybe you) from seemingly out of nowhere and shocks us all. But it is often more like dipping one’s toe in the shallow end of the pool and going from there. You start by making a comment no one expects, move to rejecting social mores that don’t make sense, and pretty soon you find yourself speaking truth to a crowd who doesn’t want to hear it and feeling something akin to Keanu Reeves or Sandra Bullock in the movie Speed. Good times, eh? No one wants to be a coward, but very few want to be at the front of a battle either.

Sometimes people think fear makes someone a coward, but I agree with George Patton who said, Courage is fear holding on a minute longer. The person who breaks through  the roadblock of emotion is the one who shows courage. Many of us must simply push past feelings and intimidation, put on a brave face, and do the right thing regardless of personal consequence. Those who live by faith, also live by God’s assurance that His strength helps us in our weakness.

I don’t believe we’ll be waving to each other across a lake of fire. I am confident, dear reader, that you and I will do what needs to be done during times of trial. We look to good examples and imitate them. But might we also consider this: Maybe the antithesis of courage isn’t cowardice or fear. Maybe it’s conformity.Quote: found in These Happy Golden Years by Laura Ingalls Wilder, Little House series, published by Harper and Brothers, June 15, 1940; Speed: 1994 American action thriller written by Graham Yost, Produced by Mark Gordon, The Mark Gordon Company, and directed by Jan de Bont; courage – George Patton; Image: lion-pexels-alexas-fotos-2220336.jpg; Scripture: Revelation 19:11-16; Revelation 21:7-8; Romans 8:31